It's a rainy day today, I didn't get much rest last night because I was busy doing the payroll for all the employees. It's good that Hermee is here to help me out a bit and I have a handful of employees to support me at all times.
Just before I go to bed, I set my alarm to 4am. I woke up as schedule to do my routine check on the securities. 20 years ago, my father and bro was residing in the same spot and the idea of walking in the dawn within the compound feels awkward to me.
I went back to my unit and realised that Hermee broke the coffee plunger, so I couldn't brew any coffee this morning. Feeling agitated I sat down the couch and wondering "what am I doing here?"...and all the business issues start flowing in my mind. Suddenly, I realised that I have been thinking about business non-stop for the last few months, regardless day or night. When I was younger, I used to remember how my dad could just sit in front of the TV watching the news motionless for hours and anyone can sense there is a lot going in his mind...I got my answer now.
But the big question is: "Isn't being young all about meeting people, going places and doing things?" - Yes, indeed I am doing all three, but what about my plans for the future? I don't have anything in mind to be honest...
So while I am so carefree, I thought of my bro...he was struggling to get a job at the beginning of 2007 and he would blog everything that went wrong in his interviews. The struggle for his financial crisis, personal life and health was a constant challenge for him and the family; yet he always put his priorities right and I am proud to say that he finally found his dream job, got chances to travel around and always surrounded by friends that cares about him. I was very much relieved to know that he is doing well now.
Just thinking about my plans in the future or should I just follow the saying "I don't plan for the future because it comes too soon!" or "let go of the past, the future is unwriten, living by the day is living everyday to the fullest"...Personally, I reckon all these quotes are created to give excuses for people like me.
By the way, my dad's favourtie quote: "Make money while you're still young; think about the rest later, money will solve most of them at the end of the day."
I am tired...going to play Wii and get some rest after work :P
